Sunday, May 08, 2005
yawns.
went to play squash and badmint0n just n0w at tp. but only for ar0und 2 hours. g0t chased cuz we are n0t tp students. dia0s. HAHA. jasper l0st 2 squash balls. t0o p0wer la haa. slacked ar0und. and i ate t0o much. as usual. then slacked till 8.30 and home sweet h0me~...
g0t rather irated just n0w. i really detest it when 0thers jump int0 conclusion with0ut kn0wing what actually happened earlier 0n.
firstly lets make this l0ud and clear. i
d0nt hate any0ne. there's n0 hatred or resentment between 2 strangers. get that crystal clear and d0nt malign me. what i observed was sheer disapp0intment revealed in 0thers.
n0t hatred f0r god's sake. if i hated her, w0uld i even h0pe f0r the best? the exaggerati0n y0u've made is redundant. essentially, i d0nt really care okay. i've n0 say and i dont want t0 have any say in y0ur relati0nships. all i kn0w is that i d0nt want t0 see my friends getting hurt. and that, let me emphasis, is n0t a 0ne-man's view. i find it p0intless when someone asks 0thers ab0ut my views regarding this matter. cuz i believe, when it c0mes to pers0nal views, n0 one can answer on my behalf. and vice versa. so f0r m0re enquires, ask me y0urself. and let me make this clear 0nce and f0r all... i
d0nt hate any0ne... n0t you n0t her n0t any0ne. i'm rati0nal en0ugh. and quit pin-pointing at me when y0u've n0 idea what actually t0ok place right fr0m the very beginning. n0b0dy hates any0ne, just upset. kn0w the difference? as f0r me, that issue 0f y0urs is n0ne of my business. but y0u were once s0meone i confided t0. s0 naturally i w0uldnt want my friends t0 get hurt. if there's further misinterpretation, please ask pers0nally. the end. and yes. y0u've my blessings. my conscience is crystal clear.
aiyah n0w im hungry. grumps. such a fat pig. grRrr. oh ya miranda g0t first! (: n0t like i really care HAHA. anyway, i'm 0ff. b0o~!
here's a beautiful s0ng
i don't wanna lose you,I don't wanna use youJust to have somebody by my sideAnd i don't wanna hate youI don't wanna take youBut i don't wanna be the one to cryThat don't really matter to anyone, anymoreBut like a fool i keep losing my placeAnd i keep seeing you walk through that doorBut there's a danger in loving somebody too muchAnd its sad when you know its your heart you can't trustThere's a reason why people don't stay where they areBaby sometimes love just ain't enoughNow i could never change youI don't wanna blame youBaby you don't have to take the fallYes i may have hurt youBut i did not desert youMaybe i just wanna have it allIt makes a sound like thunderIt makes me feel like rainAnd like a fool who will never see the truthI keep thinking something's gonna changeBut there's a danger in loving somebody too muchAnd its sad when you know its your heart you can't trustThere's a reason why people don't stay where they areBaby sometimes love just ain't enoughAnd there's no way homeWhen it's late at night and you're all aloneAre there things that you wanted to sayDo you feel me beside you in your bedThere beside you where i used to layAnd there's a danger in loving somebody too muchAnd it's sad when you know its your heart they can't touch.There's a reason why people don't stay who they areCause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.Baby sometimes love just ain't enough. what a
l0ngggg entry. bleahs.
take me with you
3:13 PM
